Hmm, this few weeks dun have feeling wanna blog so long time did not post anything up here. Sorry for it anyway. Today is 31st of Dec, that means new year is coming!! HAppy new year for everyone!!! Hope that everyone will have a grand new year as same to myself also. I still remember last year i celebrate my new year in the KEm chenderiang,tapah. So fast 1 year pass by already. And now currently sem 2 in collage and going to my ip too. During attending ielts class with ms.manjit, my wish for next year is very simple as long as i achieve den i will very glad for it. Haha! What i do during chritsmas? Nothing special just celebrate with my best friends at tm but at 26h of dec we went up to genting highlands and play. ahahahaa! quit fun ooo.. nice nice next time have the opportunity i hope can go play with friends too.. later i will post some pic so wait for it.. Hahah! Today my collage just having a feast for new year party and one more time WELCOME BACK dip1/08 from the ip. Hmm as i know the answer already i knnow i shouldnt go for it already and let it go. A brand new will come in front of me when the time is there. So i hope it fast too.. Hahhaha! Hope u all enjoy the new year celebration tonight and bless for u all and myself too.. hahaha. Good day!





Lui Lui follow us play roller coaster!! bravoOO!


wheres is boh chun? Gone? @_@

busy weeks~

sorry for all my dearest friend, quit busy this few weeks so i dun have the energy to blogging. XD! actually now my situation also the same but i force myself to do it. Im having stress now. ACCOUNTS! i face it whole day but i still cant tally the trial balance. wad i do wrong actually. last week just end the education fair and friday just finish the tan sri 80th years birthday party at hin hua, klang. Althought is tired but we have a lot of fun esoecially the bonding of dip1 and dip3. This few weeks we keep on working together and know each other more. For example, ethan. Mostly many dump thigns that i done also give him see it. Im quit shy already..=.= but nevermind coz he also that crazy as well. hahhaa! until now i still remember wad he did in front of me. reallly laugh until! But im glad to know them more. hahhah! and thansk for tan sri for the angpao. Really such a big amount of angpao. hehehe! Now still stressing for the account and mid term is coming.. awww!! many things need to cover up.. JiayoU!!! let all of us bang the account.. hahahaaha!

feeling weirdo~

Last saturday just get my business communication marks. 6 over 10~ I really hate myself! Why will get such marks. I know myself can do it but the marks come out with an unsatisfaction. Dunno why i start to blame myself. And my final result for the 1st Sem will out in next Monday~ Im getting nervous and nervous. Hope myself dun get a bad result coz i really put all my effort inside it. God bless me please. Since primary until secondary and now collage~~ Give all people, me is a very strong gurl. But do u all really think so? I also have my desperate time and weak time. Im not a 100% strong gurl everyday. But i think much people think im so. In my heart i need people care for me also. My feeling is very important for myself. Althought i know u always tease me. But i didnt say anything to say back u. WHY u wan keep on and keep on say so. As wad Ong say. Everyone got limited tempered. Not say u wan do so den u can do so. U thought urself very big izzit? get high marks den can tease ppl izit? Wad so big are u!!! Althought somtimes i really wish to quit for it. But my heart stopped me. I also need people care one. U thought just urself need it onlY!!! I hope that someone will know it. Dun judge a book by its cover~ thats all i can say. Im not a very kin kiong people. But lucky theres a good things for me. wad is it? I get selected to become the bar tender during education fair. Im very happy for been selected. I hope i can do it more perfect. I most like now is flair the shaker!!!

Bak kut teh?? jalan alor??Sing k???

Just back to tm. Tired-ing but still the curiosing to going on internet. How energetic is me. hahhaa! All of u should do so. Believe me! Monday because smile class been canceled, me, debbie, ong and evan stayed at collage. We stayed to find our own kitchen assignment information. But mostly all of us also cant concentrated to it, at the end chit chat session is start. After debbie done her job, we go have our dinner. Wads that? Sure is bak kut teh lO!!! Beside dynasty hotel. hahhaa! Nice bak kut teh! Den in Wednesday, we having our dinner with mr.Chiang at Jalan Alor. Iciban food!! i love the pari pari fish. very nice!!! woOTSS!!On thursday, whole class go sing k at sg.wang except chee yan, joe and bobo. Because Mr.Alex keep on call us den now we plan to go for it. Haha! Mr.Alex see we so good need to appriciate oo! hahha! Sing until sore throat!! All like crazy boy and gurl. Dancing also got..+.+! 1st time sing k with them.. HmmM! VERY GOOD! hahahhaa! After sing k, left me,mich,debbie.felicia,ong and evan, so we decided to take dinner at Hailam Chicken Rice Restaurant around bukit bintang one. Actually i not sure the location just followed ong only.. hehe! After eat, go find janice that having training at J.W.Mariott and take cab back to Setapak lo. This is the schedule for the three days. hahhaa!


We have our own style!!! hahaha


after the kitchen class! all siiao kia


nice Roasted chicken! tasted GOOD~~~~~~~


Im so conCentrate!! i didnt lazy.. blek =D


Mich, Dun force me to drink.=X

Homemade cappociNO!

Karyn home-made cappocino!!!! would u all wan to drink it?? hahaha! den find karyn lo!! will serve for u!!!


HEre is the cappucino that made by myself!! proud proud!! need to make other coffee also!! ehheheheheh!!!

Mood swing~

Coey having mood swing nowadays. Damn stress for myself. U all guess wad? It's my training. I get for Tanjong Jara, Terengganu. Damn shit man! From kl to there will take off 5 hours. So what do u all think for it? Bloody far izzit? I agree for it too so i hate for it! But wad to do? The lecture give and cant change for it.. SO the conclusion........ GO FOR IT! I'm freaking stress nowadays. Tuesday just finish my IT assignment. And now got kitchen operation assignment already.. Just started and now have so many barrier. No mood to study at all about the training. 0999

Cameron Higlands video!!

*Lovely Gallery of Cameron Highlands Trip*



Out trip to Cameron Highlands!!!

memorable and sweet trip at cameron Highlands

wooTS!!! just back from cameron highlands trip as welL! wad a wonderful time for me along the journey!!! I think this is the only one trip that unforgetable in my life. I thINK! why i say so? later u will know it!! hahaha! Sunday,8.30am i take bas from tm back to kl and having 10.30am bas to cameron highlands around pudu there. Along the journey chit chat and rest but wad most funny is the bas stop at tm!! HAving 20minute rest at there. The bas station where mostly all those genting bas will go one. Forget wad is the name of the station already. We reach to cameron highlands around 3.30. We take mostly 5 hour to reach there and we sit until buttock also flat. hahaha! After we reach, we take a van to bring us to the apartment that we been book. After check in, all of us rest a while and going out to have our lunch or dinner? i also confuse already. hahahha! We have our lunch/dinner at galaxy cafe! A nice cafe to have with the delicious foods and drinks as welL! Wad most suprise issss!! we meet jordan at there.. akira shock! hahaha! Finish our food, then we have a little walk at night market and my friend bought some food as well! =.=! keep on food! Along the walk to the bas station, we bought some sourvenir for faculty member that means mr.chiang,ms. syarifah, ms.kit, mr.khairul and mr. desmond! After that, we take van to visit CAMERON HIGHLAND RESORT(one of the ytl properties). Having a walk at there.. wad a nice resort and the one i hope to get for my ip!! hahaha! We having our dinner at marrybrown but not many people have it. After eating, we walk back to the apartment, and have a rest! BUt unlucky not very long the rest we take suddenly ong friend come and find him and ask us wanna join together? go to gunung brinchang to have a beautiful scenery. His name call jason! Den all of us follow and we sit behind of the hilux like caring a lot of animal. My friend keep on shout and singing at there.. Very fun that time but wads the most scared? Is the weather, cold until!!! +.+! When we reach to gunung brinchang, we climb the tower that very high to have a look for the scenery. WALAO! is a very beautiful view i have.. We back to apartment after that, and we began our birthday ceremony. We preapred some little cake and a bowl of flour with water!! hahahah! charlotte dunno we preapared all this and we push her go bath. After she come out, we straight pour the flour to her.. hahahaha! she become like a red indian.. hahhahaha! really fun that time. wads the next activities? sure is drinking beer!! we play game like the one who get joker called up 2 numbers and call them do things. wads the most unlucky is!!!!!! i get the most!! i been called up almost 8 round..=.= damn bad man!! got many geli things i have do.. =.=!!! Our laugh and voice makes the police come!! walao!! O.o! 1st time i when to trip until got police come! Because we disturb others people! Den we end up our gaming already and just having chit chat lo. My whole face is red like a red tomato!! but lucky didnt drunk but wad!! felicia drunk already.. hahahaha! very funny when she drunk. Jason go back to home after the chit chatting session. I have my nap around 3 something. But unlucky around 7 something give ong wake us up!! put those alarm alert, like tarzan!! =.=. The van will reach at 10am take us go have a visit. We visit butterfly farm,cactus farm, starwberry farm, chinese temple, tea plantation, and much more. forget already. hahaha! We finish visit around 6 and we face heavy raining that makes whole body wet include the shoe..=.=! we have our lunch in a nyonya restaurant, HmM! the food still ok geh! hahaha! after lunch, we go back to apartment to have a rest lO! mostly all people also sleep and around 7 something wake up and preapred to have dinner with jason. hahaha! Jason already book one restaurant to have steamboat!! wooots!! at the end, i taking steamboat!! hahaha! Jason drove us up to brinchang and have the steamboat. nice nice!! Finish dinner already, the next destination iss...... visit resort/hotel!!! we went to stawberry park resort and equaitor hotel. walaoa!!!! we have a sit and chit chat at the lobby lounge of equaitor hotel. ACtually my friend say let's we go starbucks to have a coffee. BUT!! when going to starbucks, that jason suddenly change the destination and send us to a waterfall place where can see stars!! that night really got many starts that blinging at the skY~~~~~ we reach to there, we sleep at the road and see starts!! the 1st time i see starts in those condition. Suddenly meteor appear and all of us shout!! this also the 1st time i see meteor as well.. sobzzz! T.T! After see, we tought wanna go back already suddenly ong call all the gurls baring at there a while, den we all do it and close our eyes. WAD A SHOCK IS!! jason u really is a romantic guy ar.. hahhaa! mostly all of them fall in love with him.. hahhaa! he preapred some rose for us.. walaO!! under those condition.. some tears flowing from my friends eye. Maybe give u all just rose only ma, why wanna cry wor.. Actually we meet this guy not more than 2 days, but he done such things for us make us feel gandong. Mostly this trip give me a 1st time for it. Me, 18th years old and this is the 1st time i get rose from a guy.. hahaha! Back to apartment, that jason bought corn for us also.. walao! he really prepared many things for us. U guess wad? They suddenly got an idea for having a sunrise view early in the morning, around 5am! We just reach home around 2am den say 5am wan to go see sunrise. Then all agree for it coz not everytime can see it ma!! U all guess wad? That night, me,debbie and jason didnt sleep for the whole night. why?? we have chit chatting until 3 something den we tought can sleep a while but that thanks to mr.ong alarm 4am alert and he wake up and call us. =.=! so we didnt have a sleep. We reach to gunung brinchang around 5 something, jason drove the car very fast coz scared we miss the appourtunity. Reach the peak make me feel uncomfortable. Myself very dizzy and feel wanna vomit. but lucky after a few minute,those things gone already and we climb up to the tower around 6 like that. We wait and wait. we can see the orangy colour at the sky already suddenly lots of maze come out and we pray for it. Wish the maze will gone. At the end our wish come true but.... The cloud blocking the place where sunrise come out. We thought we cant see it already so we climb down from the tower. But after climb down suddenly got one view we see the sunrise out!! really reallly beautifuL!!!! after seeing, we have a breakfast at a rest house. Jason pay for it again!! +.+! around 8.30 like that , we when to the boh tea plantation there, have a view and a cup of tea. hahah! theres really change a lot from the view i have from last time. taking pictures and so on! we back to apartment around 10 something and all of us have nap lO!!! coz last night didnt sleep ma.. hahahha! we sleep until 1 something, den wake up and pack things because need to go back already. Suddenly that jason called us and told us not to go to the bas station 1st beacuse he got things wan give us. Then all of us walao!! wanna give thigns again?? hahah! when he reach, he bought many kind of flowers for us. hahaha.. been pack already one.. and he send us to the bas station of cameron highlands. I reach to tm around 7 like that but my friend reach kl around 9pm!! hahaha! 3 days 2 night cameron highlands trip like this end already. but theres a lot of memorable memory that i wont forget. The 1st time see star,meteor, receive flower, see sunrise and much more.. I really gone throught a sweet time at there.. Hope all of my friend wont get sick and we need to have our 2nd semester next monday lO! hahahha... hope we can have another trip for the 2nd sem!! hahha! the pics i willl upload asap! hahhahaha

final! finaL!!

2moro will be having malaysian studies final. I not yet study at all!! argHH! how arr!!! cant fail for it!! if not need to resit!! sobzz! T__T! hope i can do well on 2moro!! god bless me! yesterday that means 21 of Oct, early in the morning, u call me and tell me that u coming to kl and will come to find me. hapPy sia! after that, i having my telephone exam and i finish almost 12.30 like that. hahaha! but i think i will resit for the bomb threat because its really difficult. After that he reach to my collage already and fetch me go setapak eat lunch lo! eat and chit chatting until 2 like that den he fetch me back to collage. Than he go to do his stuff. He promise wad to me and he do so. Im happy sia.. Den nowadays im not feeling well but wad to do.. Need to go collage study also.. haikss! sorry le.. cant back at friday together with u. really sorry! next time threat u la.. hahaha.. Saturday have volleyball competition although i dun wish to go but no choice. haikkss! final exam coming le.. T__T! didnt revise!

back to tm!

today just reach to tm. Actually yesterday ater f&b class i wanna back to tm already but thanks for mr.Evan! drug me back to setapak. keep on nagging say very expensive back alone. Than me pei him lO! u see how good am i! next time treat me eat!! hoho! Today 10 something wake up and i skiP go to replecement class! why? i feel hesitated to go! So i early date with shan after she finish tuition will back together. BUT! Myself dunno why 11.00am go take bas go to pudu raya! i dunno wad myself doing so i hag out at there. Alone walking at the petaling street taking the laptop! very heavy man! =.=! After shan finish, she rush come find me with her friends. We having lunch at MCD! omGOSH! keep on mcd! yesterday midnight, me and my housemates just take it.. delievery ma! so 24 hours lO! midnight also no problem! hoho! After eat, shan wan go buy the diamond to stick at her phone so her friend, susan izzit ar? forget already *paiseh*, direct us to the shop and she rush to go tuition agaiN! Me, shan and mei ling walk walk lo! the shop really big!! Sell those accesories, bags, and so on! Unfortunetly is raining a while. And i bought 2 tee lo! hohO! after buying the diamond den we rush go pudu and take bas back to tm. Actually i told my mom that i going back at 1.00pm but until 3.00pm only take bas. My feeling is still the same. Like a roller coaster, keep on up and down! think and think, the answer still hiding in the corner!


The tee that i buy today! cost me rm20 only! *front and back view*

Give me an idea for the IP!

hmmm.. wednesday that day, mr.Desmond call us choose the place we want to go for the industry placement.. HmmM! my mind kind of blank wanna go where actually. The 1st choice i choose to go cameron highlands and the 2nd choice still blank.. haikS! where should i put it.. pangkor laut, tanjong jara, majestic malacca, vistana penang/kuantan, ritz-carlton or j.w.mariotte?? i dunno which one i should choose.. i scared when i cant get to cameron highlands den i will get a place that i dont like. Actually i got tell mr.desmond i wan go to majestic malacca but he say there only got one restaurant outlet but i need to train in f&b for 9 weeks. haiksss.. should i choose for majestic malacca??? give me a clue please. i will be going for 17 weeks for the training means around 4month. ICHM requires 700 hours for us for the f&b in the 3 industry placement. mind kind of blank now.. going to industry placement at 27 of feb 2009! the time passes so fast.. many things come around and go around. Day by day passes in a strike of lighting. And the most worst is my final exam is at 28 of okt and all subjects also not yet revise.. how?? how????haikss! majestic malacca or?????????


My claSS prepared For thIS Buka ramadaN for collage members!!

bBq @ water waR!!!

Thursday night we having bbq at shan house. hohoho! in the morning, shu kia and tze go to grand union buy some stuff for the bbq. After that, me and shan go catch up with them and have our breakfast at hengheng. While waiting for seng come out to pick us up buy things, we go tze house to yip the chicken. Seng reach already and drive us go to tf buy some stuff somemore. Suddenly seow call me ask me go eat lunch den i tarik them go tf also.. hahahha! at tf there, we bought hotdog, fish ball and others. At the beginning, thought wanna buy some beer but didnt do so.. so naughty izzit? no la! hahahah! Finish buying the stuff we going have lunch at do re mi(123) around billion there one.. At night, around 7.30 we go to shan house prepared things. Along the journey, boh chun car come at the back..hoho! all At shan there pok luen.. hahahaha! we start our bbq around 9 something because those boy cant flame the lou!! me keep on say them..hohoho!! after eat, me, damien and ah chun chit chat inside the house while they all at there bbqing. hahah.. Den suddenly i got an idea that go buy beer lo.. den ah chun fetch me go ng wai leong house buy it. Buy carslberg beer.. hoho! Back to shan there den we drink.. yam seng!!! hahaha! After everything clear, we start our water war.. at The beginning, the boi chit chat at outside and cant realise that we playing water. Ah yang suddenly throw a balloon filled with water to them.. All of them shock.. hahahah! me keep on laught that time. Den our water war began.. hahahaha.. mostly all also wet except wan hoong and pei wen only..two of them didnt play. i see dao soo peng manyak kao siiao.. hahahahah! im the 1st one who splash water to her.. hhahaha. we keep on chase ah chun, damien,boh chun,seow and seng. they all run up and down. as u all know lo, the road at shan house is like up mountain and go down mountain one.. all also tired already like this run up and down..=.=! After playing then yang fetch hui khee,pei wen,soo peng and sow ling go back house coz they wan early back ma..but that time already 12 something.. hohoho! Ah chun also when back home also.. After that, we start our second round.. play card and get the punishment.. hahaha.. that time realli funny because of the punishment. Around 2am like that we only back home and rest lo.. like this finish already but quit fun lo.. hoho!! later i will pose the pics for u all see lo.. hoho^^! after today, i know myself cant fall anymore because there have some blocking between two of us. but myself keep on go and go.. i dun wish so but u really take my view.. and yesterday, saturday night go out yc ma.. actually at the began we wan go to slim river but there have ppl keep on say dun wan have petrol den didnt go already..unfortunetly when we go to ec cafe, the big table already full and we sit in a round table with 9 people.. quit pack that time but nevermind. Suddenly seow, boh chun,seng and ah chun change to another table den we not very happy jor lo.. they say got boy talk worr. =.=! that day really not very happy. because i really wish to go but cant... nvm lo!! suen already.. heR!!!




stiP!! remember us? ahhahaha



All laugh until siiao!! they really very gayyyYY!! awww



Wet looK!!!hahaha.. all of us...



Take pICs for step step!



me duNNo laughing wad.. wet wet ooo



BBQ starT!! hehhe!! watch the chicken! dun keep on take photo only




DUN!! dun splash me.. hoho..





wheres is the fire? cant do big job one..hohO!

sunGkai memories

YEsterday me and my friends when to hot spring at sungkai. Around 4 something we start our journey from tm. We go to tf for buy eggs and unfortunely is theres many people. Me and yang waiting for the payment around half an hour already. VEry busy that time. After that we only go to sungkai. Around 5 something like that only reach there and we start to play already. Henry them already playing at the half way on the cold side pool. HAHA! we play until very happy and fun. That time i wan to learn swimming so henry teach me and shan them. hehe! 7 something we been called up by the security and we change our place. we went to the hot spring and play. When the 1st time i go in, walao! really hot but when long period already will ok already. After play for an hour like that, we go to the place that can boil eggs. That time when wait them boil the eggs, me, ah chun, henry, sin ku go to the 40-50 celcius place to rendam our legs. walaO! that time realli cant tahan! but ah chun tell me that if long already will nothing de. dun move the leg can already.. hehe! but i very pui fok sin ku. his leg like not pain that time. After the eggs is ready, our meal starT!!! hehe! all busy eat the eggs. really delicious dunno why more delicious then last time. maybe all together and having it so have different mood to eat ba.. ahhaha! after eating, we go change our cloths and back to tm. Along the journey back to tm, suddenly boh chun call me and told me that henry car was puntured. But i didnt believe him and ah shan them too.. Me,shan, qiing,yan and ah yang went to easy cafe to eat. When they finish and reach to tm suddenly they say wan change place to dusun bay. So we go to dusun bay for sit only..hahahha! after today, i think my view to u getting more again. I dunno wad myself wan.. i More fall deep into u. Althought u say that time u tell me before but i thought u is jokking so i didnt take it serious. If u ask me one more time i think i got the answer for u again. But i know myself shouldnt think so. We cant have a good memories on the future. Althought myself hope the same scene will happen in the future. And i know myself should stop now.. because of the false feeling make me more moody nowadays. god! can u give me a time to try it?? u everytime tell me that why cannot gurl be the one who take action 1st. should i do so? but myself was not very agree for it. so i always argue with u is this things. im not very agree for it.. so i will always say that why cannot is boi take the action 1st.

PictURes DurIng the jUngle Trekking

i LoVE this pic the most!! muackSS alL!



wHile resting at the Pondok! tired sia!




aLL of Us! taken bY mr.desMOnd



taKen when hearing THe types of herbs



AWW!! stiP!! bUtterflies remind me u!! T__T!




AfTEr seeIng the slide show of Bukit naNas reserve

The eaRly morniNg at mcD! havIng breakfasT! wooTS!

Hope U alL enjOy all this picTures! its fun!!! hehe! janeh nOH!

havIng fun but tired too!

AWW! last sat and sun was very busy and tired!! damn! having jungle trekking and shopping with friends as well. ahhaa! at friday night i sleep around 3 something and wake up at 7am. already not enough sleep but force myself wake up because having jungle trekking at Bukit Nanas. We gather in front MCD at Bukit Bintang there, having breakfast with collagues. HEHE! when taking the monorail we meet with the seniors from dip2/08. having some chat at there. After taking the break, we start our journey walk to the bukit nanas forest reserve. Mr.chiang and mr. desmond take us go there and at there we been giving info about the types of trees,plants and insects as well. when i see many types of butterflies i remember about step! @_@! suddenly step come out from my mind.. hahhaha! as well i missing u so much.. muackSS! around the journey we saw many types of plants and animals too! monkey jumping here and there.. hahaha! we listen to mr.Chiang explanation about the types of plants. We complete our journey around 1 something. After that, me,chee yan. yvonne, mich, ong, evan, janice and felicia having lunch at U-village at sg.wang. hehe! that restaurant like kim gary serving hong kong cuisine too. after having a few hour at there den we go back to setapak jor. Saturday night i sleep around 4am like that den wake up at 8am! one more time lack of sleep! this time is going to have fun with tze them at sg.wang also! same place as well..=.=! early in the morning, i go into the monorail station and pass through already while waiting for the train come suddenly i realise that i went to wrong place. i should take ampang line not monorail! shit! that time i dunno how.. coz i told tze that i going to pudu station find them. After that, me quickly sms her to told her that we meet up at sg.wang and i take the wrong train. hehe! quit blur that day. i wait them around 1 hour only they come. wait till me going to die already...hehe! got shu kian, fei ye. jian hao(baby) and doraemon. our 1st destination is shOP!!!! coz jian hao wan lap things. haha! den we take him go shopping according to him that he 1st time come kl wad.. hahaha! we go many shop but he is not interest to buy anything. At the end, we take him to the romp shop then he start his buying.. he keep on take and take without see the price. he bought jacket, shirt and so on.. hahahah! he non stop already and his expression is so kao siiao. hahahah! around 1pm like that we went to greenbox to sing k.. ngekk! long time didnt sing already and actually sat that time wan sing but didnt do so! we sing 3 hours and we enjoy very much.. the most hak dao de is doraemon so geng.. sing those f.i.r song. from my 1st impression to him is he is a quiet person or maybe shy ba.. haha! but when he high already can non stop singing.. haha but sing the most is fei ye and jian hao.. mostly is jian hao cant stop already. sing those a mei and zheng sau man song.. high pitch until..=.=! but when the time wanna reach already. all rebut wan sing song already.. hahaha! after sing k den we go to times square to walk walk but went reach there, me and tze take jian hao go romp shop again. hahhaa! he scold us with those expression say we so sui take him come see den he wan buy again. den he bought one tee at there. hahaha! we take our dinner at one restaurant and i forget the name already. hehe! jian hao really is a funny person. hahah! after the dinner, they go take bas and i back to setapak lo.. really happy having fun with them. wait jian hao come kl den he mati. i think today is the bad day noh. i wait for the rapid bas almost 1 hour maybe those bas driver wanna buka puasa so need so long.. around 8 something i only reach my condo.. aikss! really tired that day and today morning cant wake up..=.=.. force myself to go collage.. suey! how good if im my roommate dun have class. ciaos lo..class wanna start soon.. hehe! have a nice holiday to all utar and ktar friends.

exaM week is exhausted!

exam finish and left for the only one subject that is moral to be examine. Quit scared for it because i dunno know wads the lecturer teach about. Everytime i attend the class i will blur for it. haiz! Exam week cant rest much and thought that after exam can have a nice rest but still cant. Theres still got many assignment need to pass up. One by one coming. Day really busy nowadays! The day keep on going very fast. So fast now already September! Next monday need to pass up malaysian studies presentation but one of that me also not yet done. Wads myself wan to do? Still got moral,smile, tourism 2nd assignment not yet do!! damn it! so many works! Last week exam all subject also still ok but i dunno myself can score for it or not. I scared that i put a high hope will fall more deep. So i really scared for it! Especially the f&b subject, i put all my effort at my practical but i didnt done well at the theories! At the 1st test im very happy because mr.chiang say i done a good job on it. BUT because of fear i not very well at the test 2 practical. I'm kindly blind that time! The most worst is my theories, i didnt study well on it and i lack of time. When i open up the paper, my mind is blink, cant remember the answer! SHIT! farewell for it. aikss! god please bless me. i really really hope so! kind tired sia for all those.

mind nervous and desperate

just reach to tm, when me open up the desktop i suddenly shock! why so many chat box been lighted up. At the end i realize that i forget to sign out when me going to kl. Sorry for all those who find me. So tired sia and going to sleep soon because 2moro have to take 11.30am bas back to kl. Haikss! so fast the holiday gone already! Last wednesday was happy because our collage celebrating for the august babies birthday party that included me,sue and mr.khairul( lecture). When they tell me that mr.desmond find me, i getting nervous and though wad have i done wrong that exam izzit! Coz i really dun have confident on that exam that day! Suddenly mr.d come in and told us that having exam, we already shock! wad a sudden exam perhaps! I didnt do well on it. *quit dissapointed*! After reach to the faculty, mr.d ask me to sit at outside while wait for him finish the conversation with sue 1st! Me was very scared that time. At the end, he call me den told 2 of us that he got a project for each class and choosen us. He bought us to the student lounge and when the time he open up the door, me and sue was shocked! suddenly all people sing birthday song for us. Quit fun that day but moody about the test! keep on taking pictures and chit chatting. Then mr.jojo( my papa) tarik me go dance. walao! very paiseh that time, all see me and him dance! but chee yan and mich them say two of us dance very well but dunno true or not. hahaha! after the celebration then we go for our dinner and waiting for attend the IT class at 6.30pm! but unlucky is, we having our dinner at malik and facing raining suddenly. whole body wet that time~ cold sia! this few days mood also not very good because exam coming and i not yet prepared for it! got theory and practical for the exam! me wad also not yet study! i getting die soon! i go back to tm or at kl also cant study! where can i find a study place for myself!! im getting panic nowadays and super moody!! Although u told me that i should do so but i dun think so! I missing u so much and i think just 2 weeks didnt meet but why i got those feeling. i really dunno! am i falling to u or caring u. Blurring thinking nowadays appear back. I dun wan those thinking that will disturb my days. Now i just wan do my best in my mid term and nothing else can disturb me. i pray for the god everyday! im going to work part time at hotel during bulan ramadan so dunno got chance back to tm or not. wanna get extra pocket money is like that.. hahaha! just until here ba.. the pictures will update asap. cya! going to sleep now. tired siA!

famIly day!! yeHHO!

today having debate at my class about multiracial disadvantages and advantages. My group get the disadvantange topic for it. Im the 1st speaker and during the debate start. Suddenly mr.rizal told us that he going to find ms.syarifah come. Omgosh!! im getting nervous and nervous. Our argument is non stop.. hahha! i getting more excited that time. HAHA! quit fun for it and happy because at the end i can argue back.. haha! my friend also say me so! @_@ unbelieveable for it. After school, having my lunch at a chinese stall that near my collage with my housemates. After eat, we taking taxi back to our condo. Also dun have time to rest den our whole family go to gym to excersise!! QUit fun coz the room just us only. Wad also can do and talk. hehE! thought after going gym can rest but suddenly my housemates call us go for swimming. Den all of us change our shirt and when to swimming pool to play.. hahha! today really fun! After swimming, we go back to having bath and then take our dinner!! today really happy and fun because whole family go out like having trip.. now whole family at the cyber cafe playing game!! hehhe! today my day is like this!! tired sia because one day do so much activities.. hehe!

gettIng bad aNd bad nowadays!

actually i got many many things to post.. but the time and date not allowed.. so i don't wan to post it again! very tired sia this few weeks. maybe rushing for the assignment so one day one day pass like that without realise it! but this week damn bad luck one!! twodays also having suey time!! the day wait 45 minutes, watching one by one taxi going through with passenger. At the end, wait for a long period only can get a cab to collage but me and evan already late for 15 minutes. Lucky the lecture didnt say anything. After that the next day, when me coming down from the lift suddenly i heard a loud sound of raining. There are heavy rain and wind! OMGOSH! how am i going to collage in my heart asking for it. Den we made a decision to call a cab to pick us up but the lousye one is the there is no cab coming to our condominium! damN IT! really bad luck that day! at the end evan friend fetch us go to the bas stop at outside. When reach to collage, i'm like a wet chicken! =.=. and the most pity is late for the class! den we going to the faculty to take late form although the lecture didnt call us go take but i think we should give a reason for getting late. this two days also dunno wad day izzit! really bad luck! and one more is, the slide show that i made in cyber cafe cant open in collage during the presentation!!! i done for few hours at cc and wasted the money make me cant present it!! lucky mr.alex is good lecture and let me present at next week. If not i think this assignment i will fail it! thanks god! i think this week is the most bad i at kl for the few weeks!

my Three day orientation

coey back in actioNN!!!! awww!! long time didnt blogging already.. haha..kind of dead already as wad henry say for it.. very sorry for it because my line connection having problem at the hometown.. cant online for more 1 month already.. haikss.. really charm.. T__T! i already have my study for 3 weeks le.. kind of fun and sometimes will bored when having bor class.. maybe the teacher 1st time teach so not very pro on it.. hahahha!! paiseh.. im going to tell my orientation that began so long already... paiseh paiseh!! on the 1st day orientation, 28 of july, around 9 like that i when down to the hotel lobby.. many senior welcoming us and see some new collagues as well.. at the 1st time i saying hello to two brunei gurls.. hahhaa.. after all come then mr.desmond( my smile class lecturer) taking all of us to the lumut 1 for having our orentation.. hehe!! that time i kind nervous and shy to meet others people.. after geting in, in front of the door those seniors standing there welcoming us.. hahha! we been seated at the place that been arrange already.. after the buffering, mr.desmond welcome the senior to tell us some speech about the collage, the subjects that we will getting and the activities or celebration that will be held.. haha!! one by one the senior from dip2/08 intro themself and cheer the enviromement.. there are 10 gurls and 3 boys in my class, dip3/08.. we playing game and most kao siiao is evan been punish by mr.desmond because lose at the game.. he need to dance in front of us.. hahhaha! all of us laughing when see his style.. hehe.. at the 2nd day orientation, we having our lunch with the manager of ritz-carlton and j.w. marriot.. having some chit chat with them and enjoying our lunch too... hehe! this two day also finish at 5 like that.. kind of tired after the orientation.. on the 3th day of orientation, we visited j.w.marriot and ritz-carlton hotel that located at star hill. when going in to the hotel, my feeling is excited because it was a luxury and boutique hotel... really NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awww! but after a few hours walk visiting the kitchen, luxurr room, resident room, spa and so on, my leg getting hurt because of the laoya shoe.. =.=! at the end, around 4 something like that we can go back already and that day i move into setapak.. danau kota there one.. if got anything den come find me la.. hahahhaa,.. up there is some pictures taken during the 3 days orientation

saturdaY!! saturday!! saturdayyyyyyy!!!

wooTS!! at the end can update my bloggie.. but going to dead for few weeks later.. hahaha!!! actually i so wish to update last sat when back from kl!! but that stupid streamyx make me cant update.. T__T! last sat having fun at sunway with my best friends perhaps!! me and shan taking 9am bas at the morning and meet up me ling and vincent them at the bas station!! they going to tuition around china street there.. after we reach to the pudu station, me and shan quickly taking a metrobas for going to sunway pyramid. taking mostly half an hour for going there.. around the half way when reach to naza, me called up seow to join us and meet up at sunway there. when we reach the shopping central already 11am like that, me and shan walk and walk and suddenly got an idea for having cinema ticket 1st because scared the tic sold out! when queeing up, me and shan calling henry, ngee, leong,shuk yan for having their confirm weather wanna watch for it or not.. actually at the 1st, we wanna watch for 'kourney to the center of the earth' but unlucky is the place for the seat is very infront.. very hard to watch it.. so seow asked us to change the movie and we choose for 'dark night'. after buying the ticket, me,shan and seow walk and walk finding for a restaurant for having our breakfas and lunch..haha! the end we choose for the gasoline cafe!! in the 1st when we say wanna take for the 8 person table, the workers said the amount of us is 3 only so cannot take those big table.. when seow told him that we have few friends coming, he only give it.. den that time, we calling for our food and drinks while waiting for them come.. one and one of them coming.. at the 1st is henry reach 1st den till ngee & qiing, at the end only shuk yan reach.. we taking around 2 hours like that for all of us finished up the lunch... our movie is began at 2.30pm, so theres still got time for us shopping a while... me bought a pencil box same as shan.. when reach in front of the cinema, ngee and qiing told us that they dun wan to watch dark night because they already watched it.. so two of them sold their ticket to others people and lucky got one pair of couple bought the ticket.. pheww!! then two of them going to shopping and we having our nice movie.. hahaa! taking 2 and half hour to finish the dark night... because shan wanna early back to tm so we taking 7pm bas when back to tm.. after finish the movie only meet up with leong.. whoah!! in the 1st view i cant recognise him.. his look change very much already!! haha.. with those long long hair.. hehe!! we dun have much time to shopping and getting our bus back to pudu at 6 like that.. we having our walk for a while because there still got a few time left before taking the bus.. around pudu station there, we meet up with AMA!! wooTS! long time didnt see him already and meet up at there... having chat a while and he wanna go back already..hehe!! reach tm around 8 like that and when back home le.. thanks for the earlier and the 1st present from henry and seow!! love it so much!! a small bear bear with the birth date.. haha.. actually theres some pictures i wanna upload here but now my connection having problem and now i at cyber cafe.. so when got the time i will upload for all of u!! hehe!! take care lO!!! im going to study this sunday and going to have my new life alreadY!! so meet up with u all at kl lO!! remember take me go play play ar.. hehe.. XP! i loVE starbuckS too!

shopping!!! ^_^

now only got time wanna update blog.. quit busy this few days.. wad am i busy for?? myself also not very sure about.. hehe! yesterday just when to kl with my mom. buying many stuff for myself because collage going to start soon! early in the morning wake up and set myself up then when to kl... my uncle drove the car and when to klang 1st.. going to klang for visit my second auntie that tio stroke a few days ago.. quit sad! lucky just her left hand tio not whole body perhaps.. after visit her, we went to my 1st auntie house to have a visit and taking our breakfast too! my aunt prepared some food for us and having chat around 2 hours like that.. at the 1st, i thought my bro wanna go together but unlucky when me called him he tell me that he need to help those junior to prepared things at collage.. so cant join us.. T__T! he saying will back by his own at monday.. hehe! around 12 so we went to midvalley for having our shopping.. i bought 3 formal shirt, 1 pants, 1 skirt and 2 shoe.. all those need me to wear when at collage... that day didn't go for mfb08.. a bit dissapointed thought that can see much beverages,cakes, sweets and so on.. consist of many country showing those things.. my uncle say that it wasted time so didn't go for it already.. aikss! but nevermind ba.. hehe!! after having our lunch at 5 like that, we go back to tm already.. wanna rush go back.. at night go out with seow,shan,henry,ngee, mei ling.ah chun and ngee sisters too.. haha.. having chat at blue graden and around 12 something only go back home have nap.. im tired so didnt online and when to sleep already.. hehe!! nothing special just walk till leg pain only~~

mind kindly free

actually i don't know wanna write wad because i see myself didn't update so i take this action.. XDD
but i get myself will craping today.. hehe!! this few days just helping at the shop. kind of tired!! err...err..err.. see!! myself dunno wanna write wad more... T_T! oh ya, at the end i set up my mind already XDD! happy sia!! now my aim is just study for a good result and get my overseas study to aus without any barrier perhaps!! as wad u told me, when we try our best already wad kind of result getting out is no meaning already.. as we do our own job den is enough.. others things im not thinking and interest now... hope my aim will get the reward at the end XDD! i think i wasted much time this fews month for thinking others thing.. myself will gambarimas in my future!! im waiting for my collage life to began although i know im not having de same as others but im choosing it!! so nothing i could blame now.. XDD! so shall u all enjoy and let's we aim for our future together!! let's we work harder together to get the reward!! other things just let the god manage it as wad i tell her.. as we try den is OK already.. haha.. we also cant change de fate izzit?? so wad we curious now?? NONE OK! hehe!!

kamPar ANd ipOH

at the end back already.. XD! yesterday 4pm start our journey to kampar to visit tze them.. haha.. reach there also 5 something already.. den tze intro her housemates for us to know.. haha.. at there rest a while and wait for de dinner only.. haha.. her house at kampar, big and 3 storey.. tze,sk, lamlam, bc and ah lam stay at the 2nd floor.. the room not very big not very small.. XP! after baby come, we when out to eat.. at a restaurant but i forget de name already.. me, boh chun,tze, baby, henry and poi chia having our dinner at there.. chit chatting and eating too.. haha!! kampar is a nice enviroment for study and also vacation too.. hahaaha!! after we finish, we back to de house and baby went back to his own house already.. i see dao baby is a very cute and funny boy~ although he shy talk to stranger but he realli handsome and cute man!! @_@! he really a funny guy that de 1st one i see a person that using two folks to eat noodle.. haha!! at the night, after bath den me, tze , henry and boh chun cycle to de westlake for enjoying de nice scenery and wind too! yesterday is friday so westlake there flooded with people.. some dating, some chatting with friend, some having bbq toO! i see those person having a nice live at here.. haha! when finish enjoy, we go mamak for yc.. haha.. the mamak is a stall that sold 99 kind of roti! den i called for de roti utar..haha.. still ok noh.. de roti consist of tuna,sausage, pineapple and so on.. 12 something like that we only go back to home and having our nap at 1am like that..den henry say that 2moro 6.30am wake up for having breakfast.. =.=! so early, but nvm noh~ coz come for fun ma.. haha.. den until sat, early in the morning de henry giving us morning call.. aww! really dun wish to wake up but cant do it.. haha.. den we going to the market for having break.. there got many stall but mostly also sell de same food! henry called up chiong fan and me,bc, tze called char kuey teow! hehe! those food still ok onlY~ no comment on it.. haha.. as u all know, me dun have comment de.. haha! so sorry for it.. when finish up de breakfast, we need to send shu kian to collage because she having her exam today~~ after sending, we going to take bus go to ipoh.. unlucky is the bus was a laoya bus.. without air con and its very dirty!! whoah! 1st time taking those bus.. a nice experience too! because each station the bus also need to stop for de passenger to go out and in so we reach to ipoh parade around 12 something..=.=.. taking 2 hours to go.. at there we walk and shopping.. but me didnt buy anything just de 1 boy and 3 gurl get their things much!! haha!! around 2 like that we go taking our lunch at a buffet restaurant.. after finish we continue our shopping.. 3 something only alvan come to ipoh parade.. 1st time meet him.. a nice and a bit handsome guy.. haha.. talk with him a while.. he very good on communicate but unlucky is trying my mandarin language..=.=.. damn stupid! waiting him come tm lO~ he promise say wan pa wu ding together.. but he went back to tronoh when me come to kampar.. aikss.. nvm.. still got the time perhaps..haha! he say he coming to tm~ so wait when de day come.. haha.. after finish shopping, we when back to kampar.. damn suey is we choose de wrong bus.. de bus need to wait for full passenger only will move on.. we wait there more than 1 hour only move... =.=.. wasted our time much!! when reach to kampar also 6 already and we quickly packed our things and back to tm.. reach tm around 7pm..haha looks fast because henry speed on de car.. at night, when out yc with seow,tze, shan, damien and run kang.. run kang is damien friend that come from kampar tohave a view.. haha.. he also is a handsome guy too! ahaha! after yc back to home and around this time.. haaha..me just reach home and continue blogging.. XDD!! freaking tired and getting to sleep soon! so Good night noH! before that give u see pic .. but 2 only not much.. XDD.. annie, me and poi chia..

hapPy bufday fei mui~

today is 25 of june.. haha.. is my best friend birthday~~ charis.. happy bufday!! i miss u so much.. didnt see u for a long period since penang trip.. XDD.. u looks busy u know.. haha.. this fei mui zai is my best friend in de camp site... although she is not de 1st person that i meet at the camp.. but me very sek her de.. all friends also know it.. i treat her like my... hMM~ dunno le..hahaha.. she is a very cute person perhaps.. so i like her so much.. XP.. wish her good luck in study and keep a good relation with her wahwah.. dun sad already lo.. anything den discuss for it..haha.. god bless u all de time de.. so no worry about it.. and may all ur wish come true.. and i wish there still got time for me to meet u perhaps.. hehe!! lastly tanjobi omedeto! de pic is me and her.. taking when there is few days left from camp site!! hehe

tired satUrday

aWW!! reaLLy a tired saturday~~ in the morning, been wake up by friend that tell me wanna go for the breakfast~~ at there, chit chat for a long time too and at the we end up because mr.henry wanna go for kl to packing his things up perhaps.. during the time we going back to each home, he suddenly ask me and seow wanna join him or not.. two of us already attracted. hehe! we going back for asking mom and unlucky is seow cant join because dad not allowed... haiss! but me and henry still continue de journey~ henry drove de car and when to mentari court(mc) to pack his things.. after packed his large luggage, we going to have our dinner around the area of pj.. at the end we going to eat bak kut teh!! haha.. those food still ok.. but henry say theres still got more nice but very far.. this lunch meal i didnt pay for it because henry treat me..hahaha! thanks for it.. after that we having our journey to pasar seni for fetching his bro and we when to times square after that.. times square was very crowded.. many people perhaps.. at there me meet up with shan, qiing, ah shuk yan.. we go shopping and walk for several hours too~ very tired perhaps until de leg also pain already.. almost 5.30 like that we meet up with henry and go back to tm~~ today just like that lO~ but also having fun perhaps.. haha.. back to tm also very fast maybe because henry speed up... k la.. write until heard lo.. now also tired already..=.=

New LifE coMing SOON!!!!

hmM~ coey back to action..hehe~~ today early in the morning start our journey to hospital for my mom medical check up agaiN~~ but unlucky that the doctor does not work!! wtH! den pls dun make those appointment!! call people come den he is on leave..=.=.. really a nice doctor perhaps.. after my mom getting de high pressure medicine den we continue our journey to my collage~ means ytl~ haha.. me going there to register my name.. at there having some small tour about de surrounding enviroment.. got 3 class room, 1 lounge, 1 internet room,1 mini library and 1 cafeteria~ i think this collage is very small~ maybe not yet rebuild and it inside de hotel so maybe de space not enough perhaps.. haha.. but today go there can meet those april intake student having their classes.. meet my schoolmates, edmond perhaps.. he looks smart with de uniform~ haha~~ and i at there find out one funny lecture althought got a bit jojo.. haha.. but i think he is a funny and joyful person~~ den at there paying my registration fees and i found out that i dun have hostel to stay! alamak! me having some chat with edmond housemate, that he told me their condo is currently full~ wad a dissapointed news.. but ytl will help me find those hotel with those july intake student too!! i 1st time heard that de collage nowons contain 56 student that from jan and april intake.. whoah.. really less.. but i think is good because easy for us to study with a little amount.. haha.. i think my new life is comiNG!! XDD waiting for it!! when finish those things, we walk up to a clinic to see doctor.. me and my dad seeing those this time for our allergic skin.. aikss.. de doctor told de same to me and give me some medicine and a shower foam onLI~ hope will recover sooN ~but i think nowadays those doctor really earn much.. me and my dad like that check up and get much more medicine that overall cost rm400++!! walao.. when me heard it.. me stunt already.. such a big amount.. after doing all when back to tmez lO~ also dun have time to kai kai..T.T

gOOd luCk In NS!!

hmm~~ today when he called me ask for de map to de camp, i only realize that today he going to the camp site!! oH nOO! i forget already.. sorry for it lo! he going to de same ns camp site of me and going to enjoy his fun for 1 week as wad he told me.. but also need to see weather the camp komanden will agree and accept de request or not.. also never mind ba, just let him enjoy himself lo.. but i also hope he faster come out den we can go out together when me started the study.. hehe.. coz mostly also near to each other ba.. haha.. coz going to kl and live alone really scared scared one. if got friend then will not worry for no one accompany me ma.. hehe! looks greedy izzit.. hope he inside de camp can meet more friends and take care himself lo! god bless de.. hahaha

I loVe mYself mORe???

this few days, i keep on think for it.. think and think without stop for every day. wad should me do for it.. recover it.. but nowons i keep on no confident to myself and not paying much attention for it.. confident for others more den for myself.. someone need sooth i will go for it.. but wheres mine?? anyway one word for myself is no confident at all.. kindly stressing for it.. study will began at july.. wad me still finding for..

My bestTy bufday

haPPy bUfdaY to mY buddY siNce 1997..hahaha~~ that is shan~~ my 1st friend in primary schooL until now~~ hahaaha.. today is her bufday!! so wIsh her Gud luck in her form6!! i think she meet more friends at kkb already..haha.. thats a good beginning perhpas..^^! u must take care urself lo!! after me and seow left tm, den tinggal her only.. T.T.. anyway wait us come back LO!! hahaha!! but dun scared also because u meet up so much new friends already.. haha.. dun siiao so much of f.t.island alraedy oo!! must remember ur massu tOO! dont hong ki onli.. hahaaha.. my tegoshi too.. hahaha.. k la.. craping too much jor.. lastly 生日快乐,joyeux anniversaire,Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag,誕生日おめでと,생일 축하합니다,feliz cumpleaños.. haha.. this 6 diff language of happy birthday send give u LO!! hahaha

omGOsh, this few days i watching for anime and japanese drama.. whoah.. nice! nice!! nice!!!! super nice!!!! especially vampire knight.. those actor damn handsome.. *faint* hahaha! and tantei gakuen Q also nice.. about detective one.. haha.. mostly all is junior high onli.. hahaha.. but one of them call ryuu damn shuai!! fall in love to him.. haha.. but he just 15 years old.. but nvm.. hahahaha!!

aCCept de new friends toO!

another gang going to malacca today and 2moro... aikss.. its time for us to seperated already.. as wad my mom say it.. u cant with ur friend forever because u all have ur own study and future to go on.. im kindly agree for it.. hahaha... i think after they when to study already.. tm will become more silent le.. no more going out perhaps.. hahaha.. just wait utar gang back ba.. hahha.. but unlucky is my intake at july.. i really hope to study soon.. dunno why le.. this come out from my mind eveytime.. wanna try for collage life.. XDD.. anyway its time to say bye bye to my friend le.. u all must take care at malacca there.. god will bless u all de and de important is got free time den come back lo.. haha.. so zhu,kar weng, seng, ah yang and wan hoong, 5 of u must everytime take care urself.. and good luck in ur study noh~~~ accept de new enviroment and accept de new study.. hahaha.. kanbatee!!!

priCe incREases

omGOSh!! looks like all things now getting expensive perhaps.. now de cost of petrol will increases.. means everything about with transport also will increases.. WAD!!! i very pui fok with our pm... make us wad also increases.. those rice just increases and now i heard that news told that chicken maybe will increases sooN!! since this he become pm, many kind of stuff also getting price increases.. as wad my friend say it..hahahhaa.. anyway i waiting for it seeing wad things will increases again.. pm should think before do all this things.. =.=... should think think for de people having low living cost...

desperating..

i dunNo wad myself wan for.. IM KINDLY DESPERATING!!!! wTF! wad myself wan actuaally? this keep on out from my mind.. suddenly im feel that im a betrayer.. just wad u say me last time.. i think now on this earth nothing worth for me already.. kindly none perhaps.. doing anything for others is enough.. i wont keep on doing suCH NOOB things for u already!!! i tahan it for many times already but since today wan me do so.. i wont regret for it.. although my tears flowing without stop sign.. aikss!! someone can rescue me? i knoe just one person can do so.. but i dun think it will appear anymore...

hIp Hip huuraY For twO of U!

omGosh!!! im playing de kawaiistory a.k.a. maple till siiao already.. almost all things also forget to do but but but i didnt forget zhu de birthday..hahaha.. zhu big jor LO~~ join de lou hang gangs already..haha.. like that so fast zhu de birth reach already but anyway wish u all de best and may god bless u always oo!!! haha.. ur hope all come true and u going to study already..at there must take care lo..haha.. dun give ppl buli ar! must strong neh.. and and and and and dun sot already.. mostly this few weeks also see u got something.. talking something that nobody knoes.. as urself knoe it that day..hahaha.. we not wanna laugh u!! OK! anyway HEpi bufdaY OOO!

hmm.. 25 of may is my second bro birth.. now he at aus.. just wish him gud luck and study hao hao lai lO~ hahaha... all de best for him.... and waiting for him to come back at the end of de year noh!! take care urself at there.. NgeKK! hapI bufdaY PUI KIA!!!!!!!!!!! @_@

gud BYE mY friEnd

my friends.. may u all enjoy collage life start from tomorrow~~ bubye lo fei ye, boh chun, wai lam, shu kian, damien and ah lam~~~ u all must take care urself at there.. dun give ppl buli u!! god will bless u all everyday~~ and one more things, when face any challange must dont give up at everything.. muacKS u all!!! take care my best friends.. will remember u all and when back tell me noh..hahaha

haiyaRRRR

hmmm~~ tang wo kan jian ni, rang wo xiang qi wo zhe zhi.. ni de ai qing zhen de na meh bu zhe qian ma?? you she hou wo ren wei she shang tian an pai de.. wei she meh liang geh xi huan dui fang de ren bu ke yi zai ye qi neh?? wei she meh yao kan ling ye pan zai shang xin nan guo chai hao ne?? wei she meh wo men zhe zhi bu ke yi huan shang tian de jie guo neh?? tian zhen de bu neng rang liang ge xhi huan dui fang de ran zai ye qi ma? tang wo kan jian ni nan guo de she hou, wei she meh wo zhe shi bu neng zhuo ye dian dian tong xhi neh.. shui rang wo zhe dao wo he ni shi yi yang de, dan shi ni ke yi bao hu ni xhi huan de ren... ni bu ke yi na meh quai jiu fang chi zhe duan kan qing.. ni ye ding yao hao hao bao hu ooO!! wo zhen de hen xiang shan tian gei wo li liang!! thanks for all those.. im not going to hope anything.. when see u.. realli looks like me...... sorry my pinyin a.k.a chinese not so good..so dun blame me oo....=P

hontoNi gomenasai to everyoNE

today kind of boring because all movies i already finish watch it... so im so boringggg!!!!!!!!!!!
today i heard from someone that im change?? i really change?? can someone tell me.. i also dunno why myself will like this.. like that day when yam cha with friend at ego because he say something make me angry and i straightly scold him.. izzit me become hot-tempered already??? just those kind of things make me so angry.. wad happen to myself?? who am i actually??? when i scold him, all also silent already and all look at me.. like a stranger.. aihss.. he also scared already see me suddenly say those word.. zzzz.. i really dunno wad myself wan this few days, keep on not sacrified to wad i have now.. can anyone help me find back my own person??? this few days myself will easily angry.. so anyone that been scold by me really sorry..

hapPy bufday pn.NoorMI!!!!!

now already 13 of may~~ today is my ns kompeni teacher birthday.. at the 1st i wanna wish her happy bufday and hope she healthy alwaysss.. when de 1st time i see her, i dun think she is such a nice teacher.... but after me stay at 2 month++, she take care all alpha gurls well.. if theres someone of us sick, she will cooked some porridge give us.. althought many times we have dicipline cases, she help us fix it and all of us didnt receive any punisment.. she such a nice and caring teacher on the camp.. mostly all jurulatih at there also call her mummy.. because she realli do her responsibilty and looks like a mom!! hahaha.. i also cant recognise her at the 1st when i registed my name at padang majlis daerah, tanjung malim.. she is de one who called me because that time me didnt sign my name... after reach there, she and de tuan komanden at de camp recognise me.. always called my name and make me feel scared especially de tuan komanden.. *_*.. anyway im realli thanks for taking care me all de time when at camp site.. she realli a gud teacher for me althought i been scold or punisment by her.. may god bless u all de time!!! take care urself in de future... lastly happy bufdat!!!


at here i wanna say about this cute boy, one of my ns friend.. 2moro he having his presentation at his collage.. he kind of scared and cant sleep tonight according to him.. those presentation got included to their exam result too.. haha.. anyway i wish him gud luck noh!! he keep talking to me that his collagues very good on english and their presentation is very good too.. anyway wad i can say is u should try ur best and kanbatte! no people can help u just urself try for it..if didnt try it how u knoe it cant.. my tam can be use all de time de..haha.. as wad u knoe it.. TRY UR BEST!!!! JYJY!

happy motHer's daY

sorry for de late post.. =XX
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY for all de great mom at de world.. may god bless u all everydaY~~ ^^ may all de mom healty all de time and lastly MUMMY I LOVE U!!!! XDDD

aWW!!! nothing to do!!!!!!
argaHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nonsense and boriing~~~~
nothing special~~~

30th of april..

this i should write in 30th of april..but de time not allowed so i didnt do so..
aplogozise for it..haha.. that day is my test for my car license.. early in de morning, me wake up already and prepared myself for de test.. when reach to imk, those ppl i doesnt not knoe and myself just go register for it and wait for de jpj come.. at there wasted more than 2 hour only de jpj come giving us test.. lucky, de 1st group that giving test for mountain and parking got my number included..that time thanks for god.. for not wasting my time much..haha.. i so fast finish my two test and waiting for de road test.. at there sit and chit chat with some person.. 11.50+ like that de jpj called up my number and going for de road test.. thanks for god that nothing happen along de journey.. and 12 something already finish my test.. at the first still scared but after de parking and moutain test i feel better already..haha.. like that pass my license.. and now waiting for getting my car license noh! XDD

coEy shoulD gRow uP sTartiNg noW

one person should not stand in de middle without any action..
i pray for myself not to do so~~ a person should walk more furture onli can gain much more experience.. if we choose to standing middle without doing anything.. it will unbenefit ourself.. so i always sooth myself to walk more.. to see more widdle about de earth... we cant standing at de pass.. now myself already knoe it.. i must change myself not to think about pass time.. de time we fun together, play together, siiao together and much more.. pass time now can become a part of my memorable memory.. im very appriciate all the time me spending with u all.. and im proud for having u all as my friends.. nowons my new life will start, live one person perhaps.. i think i should stable up my mind and go on when me regain all those energy.. now i dun have any thinkingm, just let de god manage our relationship.. i prayed de god everyday for giving me de hope and suprise moment to began.. im thanks for all those.. im really really thanks for it.. i should stand up and walk by myself!! cant let other ppl help, if not myself will not grow mature in de future.. pass time is really a nice nice nice time for me before de 2008 year began.. so coey will kanbatte for it!! never give up.. coey hope will do it and will grow up day by day..

goD bless

hmM~ coey back in action...sigh...
kind of worrying my mom health~~ she already sick for 4 days already include today.. aiskk
also dunno wad kind of diseases been surrounded my moM!! fast come out!!! argghhh
hope mommy will healthy and gone from any diseases.. see her really sam fu.. keep on pening pening..like that cannot de le!! T.T.. anyway today she not at home, at my aunt house and tomorrow will go medical check up at specialis klinik.... today already go hospital check but de result is de same.. " dun have anything" ...aihhh.. wad happen actually.. worrying it.. scared scared suddenly willl happen anything.. god bless my mom please.. T.T.. bless her everday... im very thanks for those..

bbQ parTY

long time didnt update blog already~~ as wad as miss ng shu qing, my blog getting full of spider web already...haha.. actually dun have enof time and my lazyness make myself didnt post anything nowadays~~ haha.. so forgive my lazyness.. T.T... actuallt i dunno wanna write wad de.. but seems long time didnt update so now coey take action..hahaha.. opps!! looks like myself crapping much today.. hmm.. let me tell u all about our bbq party ba.. if not really dunno wad to write..hahaa

that day 4 of april 2008, we having our gathering a.k.a bbq at ah yang house.. as wad as miss lim yen shan say he donate his house for us having this party~ haha.. before that day, we dun think wanna have this bbq party because its really anooyiing because wanna prepared a lot of stuff.. but that miss lew suddenly got an idea for having this annoying bbq partY!! but wad u all think that is!!! thats miss lew give those iciban idea make us more wanna ki siiao already.. we going to find those things, buying stuff and so on but she just very easy on that day come to eat only... but wad can do because she having her job at kl.... on 3 of april means thursday.. me, shan, shu yun, wan hoong, yang and seng after having our breakfast den we speed up to tf (a nice supermarket perhaps)~~ we buying many things such as fishball, prawn ball( as wad sir lim see seng like to say pornball),hotdog, champagne and many mores.. when we choosing de fishball, de sound of ah seng and ah yang is enof already.. two of them realli noisy and most 'diu lian' is them shouting talking pornball pornball~~ those workers of tf already steariing us.. after buying those things, we go ah yang house perap those chicken .. but unlucky is me, shan and wan hoong do all those things.. wash those chicken and perap it.. whoAH! 1st time do those things.. hahaha.. actually that time realli dunno will taste good or not..wanna thanks to mrs.goh(yang mom) help us add on some perisa.. haha.. just luan luan lai de.. den on friday 4 of april, me also didnt early go to yang there because wanna work ma.. mom not here ma.. haha.. when we reach to yang house also 8.30pm like that alread.. but wad most bad is!! those boy didnt help anything just wan hoong and ern help only..others boi i think they cacat already... they gamming at upstair.. =.=.. after all things set up, we start our bbq time!! hahaa.. but didnt take much photo.. (thos pics can see at my friendster) almost 10 something we finish de bbq.. den we having de ceremony of cutting cakes... haha.. got two cake, one homemade by mr.henry and one buy by miss lEw perhaps.. but when de ceremony began, got some friend already go back home such as soo peng, hui khee, kar weng and and.. dunno already...haha. forget! my mind not so good..hahha
after eating de cakes, we open up de champagne, a drink for it..hahaa.. almost like that only de period of bbq party.. we when back to home also early.. that time wanna 1am onli.. haha.. i stop here lO~ nothing to write already~~ ^^

borriNg daY

today night really boriing..while waiting for de movie upload.. me check back all de pictures that have inside my com... when me see back those pic..really happy.. that time really having fun so much with all of u(my best friends).. i really hope that de time will return now... return to de pass.. but i knoe this fake imagination will not come true.. but this is my daily imgination.. haha.. i think we all will dun have de chance to have fun together again.. all of us also will seperated.. will less time vacation together.. especially de time with you will more less and less... haiiss.. dunno why myself will always think this.. i think 3 months ++ me didnt see him already.. dun have de chance to meet and hang up with him.. but wad to do?? nothing can do just can wait for it only.. when see back those pic..its really a nice memory for myself.. if next time still got those trips, i think dun have de time we go together.. each other also busy for own things.. im kind of freaking dieing... kindly hard to breath on my life now.. really so suey??? why this year is like that.. before in 2008, i thought myself de luck is coming but is just fake.. like a rainbow that appear for few minutes den dissapear already.. T.T.. when is my good day will coming??? curiousing..

17 of maRCh

arhHmm.. all things been set up already.. time also passes so fast already..
all de decision must been make nowons.. cant waste much time on all those...
many friends give me different opinion but at the end those decision should choose by myself..
from that day, i see mostly all friend have their own ambition..
but wad yourself done?? i see u just following others onli... going any collage also see from them..
why dun u have ur opinion on it?? try to choose from urself and not from others..
which collage nice? good facilities?? must been seen...
i think after i choose my course alrready suddenly let me know others thing... =.=..
hardly i choose for it but now is money problems..
wad u wan from me... im kind wondering and tired for all those..
just can nicely discuss again ba.. haiss...
anyway to all my friend that going to ns.. take care and enjoy urself at there...
may god bless all of u all de time..

coEy baD daY

i agree with step that this year horses really suey..
today i already participate on it already..haiiss..
wads myself do in this few days?? since back from ns.. i become like this already.. maybe not in tmez make me didnt think so much..
today early in the morning helping my mom in de bakery ...
all things been set up and de bussiness running on.. when myself wanna prepared breakfast..
i cutting de bread into two pieces.. accidently i didnt see propelly and i cut dao my hand..
wth!! those blood flowing out quickly.. me didnt shout or wad because dun wan let my mom worry for it.. den myself hiding behind de kitchen and quick stopped de flowing of blood.. many tissues been use up but de condition still de same.. after think for a while, me quick hand up my finger to de cold water filled inside de paip.. those blood still flowing without any stop sign.. unlucky is the tradegy know by my mom and she quick take a piece of plaster for me.. lucky at the end de blood stopped and now leaving a big scar in my hand.. after that, i feel that my body seems unstable already.. i can feel de pain and my foot seems going left and right.. i quickly get a chair and sit down without any movement already.. my mom quickly take a tin of milo for me to refilled my stomach.. kindly i haven take my breakfast and lose much blood so make myself faint ba.. dunno why today will like this.. didnt have one time myself will faint when lost those blood.. seems that this year i will face many barrier in my life ba.. about money, relationship,health and so on.. now i believe those things and really happen on me.. kind under stress now..

decissiOn should be dO

still got many things not yet done since me back from plkn~~
my driving license and my future study~~ still dun have any plan on it yet~
since me back, my moM started discuss with me wad course that i interest at...
im kind of blank off.. de course that i wish to study cant be study already
so wad myself should choose now???
mom not allowed me to take that course.... den wad myself should do..
suddenly de hope that i taking so long been brake up... quit sad for it ...
sadness that cant be feel by anyone..
Mom giving me much suggestion but with de qualification on me still got a bit hope..
i still worry for all those wheather can be study or not..
de collage taht been choosen by mom also not i like for..
dun wish to go there... dunno why..this answer come out straighly when i heard it..
haiis.. that time i still remember wad step tell me... T.T
but now de hope flying away from my heart already..
cant been caught back and put back in my heart.. now just left this two course for me to decide ba.. hope wad been choosen by me will right and myself wont regret on wad course been choose.. no ideas for all those...

eNd stOrY oF pLkN

lIke this 3 months training finish already~~
quit sad for it.. im still missing my all friend at there... the time we fun together, siiao together, eat together, sleep together and many more~~ i will remember u all till de end of my life.. T.T u all makes me happY and enjoy on thIS 2 months ++... today when wanna go back already im quit she bu de u all de... but wad can be done?? cant change it ba.. especially "you"~
make me become brave in this training to tell wad my idea and present all de things when attending de class.. u wIll an wei me when my mood is not goOd.. im really thanks to u because walkIng beside me in this 2 months ++ .. without it i cant think wad myself will become.. many thIngs i wish to tell you but i didnt do it so i just write a letter for you.. this is wad myself can do only.. hOpe you dont mind it ba... my this fren really is good and care fren much.. she always say herself is a bad gurl and like to kIk people bUt i didnt thiNk so.. i thinK she is a person that care friend mucH and good listener.. she always can take away my view.. sometimes i will search for her when cant see dao her.. im kind of blur for it.. she is de 1st person that same gender with me that can make me do so... i think for a long period already, maybe de god fate us be in de same camp ba.. so that i will meet u.. at the 1st day i meet you, i dun think we will become friend... but now my thinking is wrong... In this 2 months, i learn many things aNd meet many friend.. glad to meet them in this camp site.. many activities been do already such as flying fox, colt m-16, wirajaya, marching competition and much more.. de 1 that i wont forget is my volleyball competition.. many friend been given support for me but im sorry that cant get de 1st runner up.. T.T.. really sorry for it because i knoe u all put big hope on me.. especially you too~ getting second got a bit dissapointed but in de game i enjoy it.. can meet so much 'wakil perak' player also is fate..haha.. hope we have time to play together again~~ ^^! yesterday when having de ceremony to close our camp for Kump1 Siri5, got many of friend faint already.. because de weather really not good... hOt untiL de eye also cant open~~during night time, having ceremony of penyerahan pangkat.. de feeling suddenly change jor~~ those teacher say those things make some people cry already~~ de feeling that time really sad.. anyway de time we fun together will be a part of memory in my life already..cant erase already~~~ now jusT enJOy my trIPS!! XDDD waiting for it~~~ hoPE can go Lo with u alL~ ^^

laSt meaLS??

long time i didnt have my dinner with my relatives~~~ sit together having our meaL and chatting together~~ yesterday really happy because can enjoy de food and meet together with my cousins, aunty and uncle~~ yesterday reach to klang almost 1 something.. den me and my family went to my third aunty house and having our spicy meal at my cousin house~~ we just sit for a while den speed our car to my third uncle house~ visit my uncle a while because he just come back from hospital... he looks pale and very thin already compare to de last view from me to him~ after that, we go to my aunty house, that located at bukit jelutung~~ when reach there, 'wah' this word come out from my heart~~ really got my relatives at there~~ then, we at there chit chatting and wait for de time to go restaurant having our dinner meal~~ at there, i can see that al my cousins, aunty and uncle change looks already~ some cousin become handsome and preety already..haha!! almost 5pm, we went to de restaurant~ 6 cars been speed up at the highway~ really fun that time~~ when reach, we having our meal and taking pics~~ me and my bro keep on take pics because if didnt do it, mom will nag me again~~ she sure will say 'go take pics!', can imagine my mom face saying those words.. =X can say the restaurant just filled with our voice only..after our meals is finish, some of my cousins will going back to tmez~~ today meals like that end up already~~ quit sad because so fast wanna spread already~ den we continue our journey to my aunty house~~ suddenly my bro have an idea, he ask ' wanna go sing k at sunway or not?' den we been attracted already...haha.. den four of us... my bro and cousin drive car to sunway~~ when reach almost 8pm den we go book our room and sing till 11pm~~ at there, sing till siiao already~~ really enjoy and sing till no voice already..haha.. 4 of us really high already but sadly didnt take dao pics.. T.T.. when finish singing, we go back to our aunty house and sit a while only go back to tmez.. reach tmez amost 1 something le.. den when me phone up my friend, they say they at boardway~ firstly i really wanna go join them because leong come back already~~ but after me think a while i give up already~~ because go there didnt sit long and nid go back already so better dun wan go.. looks like me didnt spend much time to my friend because two days also not at tmez.. really sorry because didnt join u all~~ T.T.. 1 more day to go and i nid to go back camp site already~~ im still thinking it.. de hope that i bring before me come out from camp site, 5 of feb~~ de hope still been bringing by me but i already 100% confirm that it wont happen again.. god will not so easy let my hope come true.. wad can be done?? just wait for de day come true ba... 2moro nid go back already before 5pm.. dun wish to go back and i just start to have my fun only.. suddenly wan break down again.. haiss i quit impact with some loads.. some thinking, some ideas... make myself really flood with those.. and sometimes i really wish to give up but my heart stopped me.. now i just can finish my national service faster and came out having my study... dun wan to think so much already and just simple having my life ba.. how many time been defeat also nid to stand up and continue de journey~~~