mY 1sT step

maybe this is the 1st time i write since the new year gua~ just came back from ns~~~ tired-ing now~~~ but myself got many wanna say up~~ heres my story telling began~~

1st day when me step my foot to the camp site~~ my heart say that " wah... wad kind of camp site is this?? so nice enviroment with the greeny tree surrounded with buildings" ... when reach there, we been call up to register our name and been arrange our dorm~~~ at the 1st really boring~~ coz de 1st week nothing activities for us~ time keep on going and my heart always tell myself to keep on~~~ do not give up so fast!!! i nid to stand at de greeny place for 3 months~ so i should not give up so fast~~~ i keep on forcing myself to go on!! when wanna in de second week, many activities been given already~ my schedule very pack on starting from now... even though i try to free myself for few hours but really cant~~ early in de morning around 5 wanna wake up already and need to attend class~~ got 4 modules during this 3 month~ i keep on walking on those modules~~ in de 1st modules is 'pembinaan karakter'~~ on this modules me learn many things... become brave and do not gibe up easily~~ from impossible become possible~~ really fast that this module end up~ not easily i meet up new friend and now wanna spread agaiN~~ on de 2nd module also been taught de same things but our classmate is not same already~~ meet up with stranger ~~~ slowly minute by minute going on, at there meet up new friend agaiN~~ try to become friendly and throwing my mask~~ when me attending de module of 'integrasi', i got de braveness to talk in front of my class~~ to purpose our work~~~ at here dunno why with her support~~ she keep on call me go for it and i take my 1st step to go for it and i found that i really brave to talk in front of them~~ that time i really happy that myself can do so... but sadly after that me still got something not been say out...T.T ... wad can be do now??? i still remember that day~~ suddenly have feeling wanna write something.. but i forget to bring de paper come back... really sorry... at the camp me learn many things but now me only starting and there still got 1 more month for me to go on!!! ganbatte for myself... 4 of feb~ yesterday i have my volleyball match at camp site~~ but i didnt us my full strength at there... i dunno wad myself doing yesterday.. keep on making mistake at the court... but thanks to god give my team win it... but theres still got final match... i think de final match we will lose because the group got some pro people~~ their skill really geng~

* at here me wan to say about my friend at there... i meet up many friend at there~~ malay,chinese,indians also got..... mostly is chinese..haha~ those friend really funny and i still remember her that make me have de braveness to go on~~ i really thanks her.. for helping me so... i will remember her forever... all of us keep helping each other but at there i meet up different people.. different mind people.. we cant predict anything with our own eye~~ maybe u use our friendship but i think nevermind~ dun hope for any reward as wad he say last time.. we did something for others not wanna have de reward and their thanks...