desperating..

i dunNo wad myself wan for.. IM KINDLY DESPERATING!!!! wTF! wad myself wan actuaally? this keep on out from my mind.. suddenly im feel that im a betrayer.. just wad u say me last time.. i think now on this earth nothing worth for me already.. kindly none perhaps.. doing anything for others is enough.. i wont keep on doing suCH NOOB things for u already!!! i tahan it for many times already but since today wan me do so.. i wont regret for it.. although my tears flowing without stop sign.. aikss!! someone can rescue me? i knoe just one person can do so.. but i dun think it will appear anymore...

hIp Hip huuraY For twO of U!

omGosh!!! im playing de kawaiistory a.k.a. maple till siiao already.. almost all things also forget to do but but but i didnt forget zhu de birthday..hahaha.. zhu big jor LO~~ join de lou hang gangs already..haha.. like that so fast zhu de birth reach already but anyway wish u all de best and may god bless u always oo!!! haha.. ur hope all come true and u going to study already..at there must take care lo..haha.. dun give ppl buli ar! must strong neh.. and and and and and dun sot already.. mostly this few weeks also see u got something.. talking something that nobody knoes.. as urself knoe it that day..hahaha.. we not wanna laugh u!! OK! anyway HEpi bufdaY OOO!

hmm.. 25 of may is my second bro birth.. now he at aus.. just wish him gud luck and study hao hao lai lO~ hahaha... all de best for him.... and waiting for him to come back at the end of de year noh!! take care urself at there.. NgeKK! hapI bufdaY PUI KIA!!!!!!!!!!! @_@

gud BYE mY friEnd

my friends.. may u all enjoy collage life start from tomorrow~~ bubye lo fei ye, boh chun, wai lam, shu kian, damien and ah lam~~~ u all must take care urself at there.. dun give ppl buli u!! god will bless u all everyday~~ and one more things, when face any challange must dont give up at everything.. muacKS u all!!! take care my best friends.. will remember u all and when back tell me noh..hahaha

haiyaRRRR

hmmm~~ tang wo kan jian ni, rang wo xiang qi wo zhe zhi.. ni de ai qing zhen de na meh bu zhe qian ma?? you she hou wo ren wei she shang tian an pai de.. wei she meh liang geh xi huan dui fang de ren bu ke yi zai ye qi neh?? wei she meh yao kan ling ye pan zai shang xin nan guo chai hao ne?? wei she meh wo men zhe zhi bu ke yi huan shang tian de jie guo neh?? tian zhen de bu neng rang liang ge xhi huan dui fang de ran zai ye qi ma? tang wo kan jian ni nan guo de she hou, wei she meh wo zhe shi bu neng zhuo ye dian dian tong xhi neh.. shui rang wo zhe dao wo he ni shi yi yang de, dan shi ni ke yi bao hu ni xhi huan de ren... ni bu ke yi na meh quai jiu fang chi zhe duan kan qing.. ni ye ding yao hao hao bao hu ooO!! wo zhen de hen xiang shan tian gei wo li liang!! thanks for all those.. im not going to hope anything.. when see u.. realli looks like me...... sorry my pinyin a.k.a chinese not so good..so dun blame me oo....=P

hontoNi gomenasai to everyoNE

today kind of boring because all movies i already finish watch it... so im so boringggg!!!!!!!!!!!
today i heard from someone that im change?? i really change?? can someone tell me.. i also dunno why myself will like this.. like that day when yam cha with friend at ego because he say something make me angry and i straightly scold him.. izzit me become hot-tempered already??? just those kind of things make me so angry.. wad happen to myself?? who am i actually??? when i scold him, all also silent already and all look at me.. like a stranger.. aihss.. he also scared already see me suddenly say those word.. zzzz.. i really dunno wad myself wan this few days, keep on not sacrified to wad i have now.. can anyone help me find back my own person??? this few days myself will easily angry.. so anyone that been scold by me really sorry..

hapPy bufday pn.NoorMI!!!!!

now already 13 of may~~ today is my ns kompeni teacher birthday.. at the 1st i wanna wish her happy bufday and hope she healthy alwaysss.. when de 1st time i see her, i dun think she is such a nice teacher.... but after me stay at 2 month++, she take care all alpha gurls well.. if theres someone of us sick, she will cooked some porridge give us.. althought many times we have dicipline cases, she help us fix it and all of us didnt receive any punisment.. she such a nice and caring teacher on the camp.. mostly all jurulatih at there also call her mummy.. because she realli do her responsibilty and looks like a mom!! hahaha.. i also cant recognise her at the 1st when i registed my name at padang majlis daerah, tanjung malim.. she is de one who called me because that time me didnt sign my name... after reach there, she and de tuan komanden at de camp recognise me.. always called my name and make me feel scared especially de tuan komanden.. *_*.. anyway im realli thanks for taking care me all de time when at camp site.. she realli a gud teacher for me althought i been scold or punisment by her.. may god bless u all de time!!! take care urself in de future... lastly happy bufdat!!!


at here i wanna say about this cute boy, one of my ns friend.. 2moro he having his presentation at his collage.. he kind of scared and cant sleep tonight according to him.. those presentation got included to their exam result too.. haha.. anyway i wish him gud luck noh!! he keep talking to me that his collagues very good on english and their presentation is very good too.. anyway wad i can say is u should try ur best and kanbatte! no people can help u just urself try for it..if didnt try it how u knoe it cant.. my tam can be use all de time de..haha.. as wad u knoe it.. TRY UR BEST!!!! JYJY!

happy motHer's daY

sorry for de late post.. =XX
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY for all de great mom at de world.. may god bless u all everydaY~~ ^^ may all de mom healty all de time and lastly MUMMY I LOVE U!!!! XDDD

aWW!!! nothing to do!!!!!!
argaHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nonsense and boriing~~~~
nothing special~~~

30th of april..

this i should write in 30th of april..but de time not allowed so i didnt do so..
aplogozise for it..haha.. that day is my test for my car license.. early in de morning, me wake up already and prepared myself for de test.. when reach to imk, those ppl i doesnt not knoe and myself just go register for it and wait for de jpj come.. at there wasted more than 2 hour only de jpj come giving us test.. lucky, de 1st group that giving test for mountain and parking got my number included..that time thanks for god.. for not wasting my time much..haha.. i so fast finish my two test and waiting for de road test.. at there sit and chit chat with some person.. 11.50+ like that de jpj called up my number and going for de road test.. thanks for god that nothing happen along de journey.. and 12 something already finish my test.. at the first still scared but after de parking and moutain test i feel better already..haha.. like that pass my license.. and now waiting for getting my car license noh! XDD