desperating..

i dunNo wad myself wan for.. IM KINDLY DESPERATING!!!! wTF! wad myself wan actuaally? this keep on out from my mind.. suddenly im feel that im a betrayer.. just wad u say me last time.. i think now on this earth nothing worth for me already.. kindly none perhaps.. doing anything for others is enough.. i wont keep on doing suCH NOOB things for u already!!! i tahan it for many times already but since today wan me do so.. i wont regret for it.. although my tears flowing without stop sign.. aikss!! someone can rescue me? i knoe just one person can do so.. but i dun think it will appear anymore...