Friday, March 14, 2008

decissiOn should be dO

still got many things not yet done since me back from plkn~~
my driving license and my future study~~ still dun have any plan on it yet~
since me back, my moM started discuss with me wad course that i interest at...
im kind of blank off.. de course that i wish to study cant be study already
so wad myself should choose now???
mom not allowed me to take that course.... den wad myself should do..
suddenly de hope that i taking so long been brake up... quit sad for it ...
sadness that cant be feel by anyone..
Mom giving me much suggestion but with de qualification on me still got a bit hope..
i still worry for all those wheather can be study or not..
de collage taht been choosen by mom also not i like for..
dun wish to go there... dunno why..this answer come out straighly when i heard it..
haiis.. that time i still remember wad step tell me... T.T
but now de hope flying away from my heart already..
cant been caught back and put back in my heart.. now just left this two course for me to decide ba.. hope wad been choosen by me will right and myself wont regret on wad course been choose.. no ideas for all those...

13 comments:

stepstep said...

lin..I CAN FEEL YOUR SADNESS.
Sigh..Dont feel sad!Try to speak to your mom again.Tell her what you want;what you feel;what's your thinking.
TAKE YOUR TIME!
Sigh,so stress hor! Life after sec school getting harder ,or in other word, WORSE. TT

If you want to speak your heart out! find me:D(EMAIL ME)

JIA YOU!!!!

*KaRyN* said...

kind of under stress..very very stress.. i got talk with her already but de answer is still de same.. cant change it ba... haiis ... so i more like myself not in tmez now.. seems back make me more sad.. kind wanna end my life faster

stepstep said...

Sigh..you got ask her 'WHY'?
What 'END MY LIFE FASTER'?! NOoo Wayyy!
Don't be silly my dear!Life goes on!Don't let the 'STRESSNESS' KILL YOU!If you really cannot tahan,TALK WITH ME! nor find someone to talk.
Sigh...I'm damn stress too.*Arghh*
The calender 'told' me HORSES damn suay this year.-.-" lots of challenges;health problems;$$problems;relationship problem; ALL NO GOOD.-____-"
what the hell...?

*KaRyN* said...

yea...agree this year horse really suey .. so better dun make anything wrong.. got.. de reason also giving to me already.. after me think for it.. i think is right.. haiiss

Anonymous said...

gift you 1 sentence...
dun do something make yourself regret...discuss nicely with your parents is most important...
future is decide by ourself not our parents,family members,teachers or friends...
all they can give is only opinion,you have to decide on your own...your parents's problem is a challenge only,dont so fast think want to end your life...there is still a long way to go in your life...life only 1 so must appreciated it...i can feel your sadness because also ever reject by my parent on what i been decide...but you must strive after what yourself want...dont give up!!

*KaRyN* said...

maYbe u is right.. no pain no gain.. without any afford will not gain wad we wan.. try for de 2nd time and de 3rd time for it.. never give up comes out but dun wish to end up so fast.. maybe de second choice of course that been made by myself will right and good for myself..

Anonymous said...

yes,you should decide on your own...dont they ask you drink tea then you drink tea,you also can drink coffee if you want...
all is depend on you...
must remember and put the sentence i tell you in your heart...
always remember "dont give up!!"
Give up is just an excuse for you to escape from the reality but not the solution...
Remember to think everything in positive,dont even think negative
1st,because as you think negative you already lose 1/2 ...
when you think you can you can!!
trust yourself!!

*KaRyN* said...

but not think negative is more good den positive.. i get this learning from pass by years still now... but if myself think can but my afford also not think can... de answer is still de same... fail one word onli.. nothing much.. no more time, hope that can return to pass time..

Anonymous said...

Human must always look forward but not going to past...
past will become memories...
also can become your exprience...
well,some think positive is good but some think negative is better..
but there is always more ppl think positively than negatively...
you must confident,you think you can and put much effort so you can...
Must always look on the bright sides...dun think failure 1st...
fail is the mum of success...
dont think so much 1st...
you can do it!!
dont give up!!

*KaRyN* said...

pass time become a experience for us to learn and knoe more... but if been mistake den our future will same too.. coey will give up when de 1st rejected... how can make it more gud...... thats a question

Anonymous said...

I stop here...coz i m just a pass_byer...i duno what happen to you...haha....
i only can tell you dont give up!!
but i can see from wat you say...
you seem will choose giving up more than try...
you also know say that is past time...past no matter is wrong path or correct path,in future you are able to change it...
i call you take it as experience not ask you take the wrong but take the right...
I believe you should heard this before...
take the correct path as lesson,take the wrong path as "boundary"
dont know spell correct anot...
so why you just take only correct and throw those wrong??
why you want give up in the 1st reject?
1 time fail doesnt mean fail forever...
those scientist doing experiment and they fail at 1st time...
but they work harder to find out what is the problem and where is the problem...
even they continue on to fail but they never give up...
even try until 10th times they also willing to do...
for what? because they want to success...
Scientist like Thomas Alva Edison is a good example...
why is bulb exist?
because he never give up to examine why a bulb cant lighten a long time and at the end he success...
Maybe i talk a lot already...sorry...
you think by yourself what is correct wat is wrong ...
i'll stop here...
work hard!!

*KaRyN* said...

ooo..oKkies~ thanKs foR saYInG all thOSe thinGS.. will be remember~~~ god bless u aNd taKE caRe

Qing Qing said...

hmm.. klin, u same with mii..last time i decided to take design course~ den my sis say "NO" =.=" my mind be blank oredi.. jus same like standing at the T junction.. where should i go? no idea... just take ur time n think properly... i think long long long time.. onli decided to take computer science.. + u + u.. ^^